Poems ~ Bleh

I have poem phases and non-poem phases.  (That was a brilliant distinction, wasn't it?)  Right now--non-poem.  And I'm also in one of those all-too-frequent "my writing sucks" phases, but for some reason I felt like sending a couple poems into the world tonight.  These are three I don't hate too much.

Older ones:

The Remains (A Moment

In Italy)

I see them in your eyes,

those women’s words,
ash of the hourglass
sifting away the minutes
before you’ll leave again.
Who knew the obsidian
of your sharp gaze
had splintered so long ago
even your laugh cracked
beneath the shards?

I knew.

You didn’t have
to tell me.

The dark of your secrets
has always shimmered,
opaque at the heart
of your dormant throat.
And your chest houses
the scattered remains
of pottery, clay figures,
torn papyrus scrolls
of ancient story.

I have always known
your age.

You don’t have
to speak it.

I have seen the graves,
loved each hollowed shape.
I will lay my flowers,
sing my prayers,
if only to calm your
sleep tonight, ease
the burden of your
breathing.

 

Midnight in Berlin

There is snow on the street in Berlin

You have left me in the snow on the street
You are gazing up at windows
Let me in

It is cold in the street in Berlin

And you stand with no cloak in the street
Let me wrap my shawl about your shoulders
Turn—

It is raw in the street in Berlin

You could go numb in the white of the street
What ghosts have you seen sleeping here
Whose face

There is a child in the street in Berlin

There is a child where you stood in the street
Let me wrap my arms about his shoulders
Come—

There is snow on the street in Berlin

You have left me in the snow on the street
I am gazing up at windows
Let me in



Newer one:


Rome

Someday the fall of Rome will fill my soul

and with every crumble of the Colosseum I will feel you,
I’ll feel the stone
trembling
beneath your chest,
and I’ll try to rebuild, reroot each brick
until you convince me,
until I really believe,
that you like the crashing better
and the roaring
through your heaving body.

And we’ll be gods
in tattered remnants
watching the gladiators fight in jagged amphitheaters
collapsing all around us.
And we’ll laugh
because we aren’t fighting—
because we are ready to fall
soul in soul
within a nation—

We are empires

We are nothing
And I feel you here
with me
and I will fall
and fall
and fall
and fall—
with you—

When the stones of Rome are crashing down around me—
I want to be with you.